My family’s life turned upside down eight months ago. My husband found out I had numerous affairs with some of his best and closest friends. This involved threesomes and one-night stands. Relationship Advice – This Week’s ColumnAll his once good memories turned around so he never wants to look back. We have been together 10 years and have three children. My husband is an incredible man: smart, handsome, loving, and much more. I ripped his heart out. He has nightmares and visual pictures of me with these men all the time. We have fought and yelled and he has called me the most horrible things, and I know that is exactly what I am.

I am completely in love with him. He is everything to me. He believes if he goes and does the same thing he can get these images out of his head, stay married, and be done with it. He also no longer wants me to associate with my best friend in the world who I love so much.

Today, to top it all off, he has been talking to this girl we both know and has plans with her next Friday. Is this what I deserve? I know what I did was the worst betrayal anyone can do. I just don’t know what I am to take.

We love each other very much and need and want each other. We very much believe we are soul mates. He is my everything and I don’t know what I would do without him.